Showing posts with label weird feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weird feeling. Show all posts

Thursday, 11 June 2015

Leaving uni

It's been kind of weird. I'm at home/halls more at the moment and not doing a lot compared to having class and having things to stay on top of.
I'm not doing nothing, I wouldn't be able to stand it. I can be lazy but I can't go from being busy to nothing, ever. That's normal for me, I doing this more that's weird. Even with all the job searching and sorting my stuff. Its nice I can see my housemates every day for dinner, without missing them for three/four days. And see them any other time I want.

The weirdest thing is I don't feel like I've finished. I don't feel like I'm done with university, maybe because even if I am chasing employment and experience, I know I'll come back to an MA, or other studies. I do a lot of different crafts (-sewing, knitting, weaving, art, photography, print ) and I'll continue learning these for a very long time - I'll keep picking up more crafts to keep me busy and to build on any work I design.

It'd be nice to feel like I'm done and that I've completed something. Sure I always miss working, class, and my class mates over summer. But I usually feel like I've completed something.

Hopefully this will change soon with finding work, but I am keeping busy with my hobbies and I'm expanding my presence online. I have a few little projects to plan, and I have a little notebook to fill with them. Hopefully by the time its full I'll have a job x

That is very hopeful I know, but wish me luck.